Wednesday, October 14, 2009

what made me fall

yes, another emo post. for some of you, please move on to another blog. for the rest....

why did i fall for you, my virtual boyfriend
your smile, your body, your honest eyes
all that i got from the pictures you sent me
but beyond the physical, i really felt a connection
a chemistry expressed in the long chats we had
you showed so much interest in me
you wanted to get to know me
you were listening to me, appreciating me
and making me feel loved
you gave me inspiration
a reason to wake up
and sleep late at night, every day
i so look forward to seeing that familiar avatar
on the YM screen
and i knew id be smiling again
and the emails, the love letters
i really felt so special, so wonderful



i miss the feeling
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12 comments:

  1. TBROctober 14, 2009 at 10:38 PM

    aw. hug kita cc. *hug*

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  2. closet caseOctober 14, 2009 at 11:12 PM

    thanks, tbr. i miss that, too =)

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  3. darkymarkyOctober 15, 2009 at 12:03 AM

    awww cc, i know how that feels, waiting for that person who never comes.. the person who showed interest but never really made a move.. :( don't worry cc, hope u feel better soon!

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  4. Tristan TanOctober 15, 2009 at 12:06 AM

    This post hit close to home - shucks. Cheer up CC.

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  5. LonelyGuyOctober 15, 2009 at 1:02 AM

    seemed sweet nice person but full of mystery.

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  6. AnonymousOctober 15, 2009 at 1:40 AM

    Isang Randy Crawford katapat nyan..
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZKDuWQqLu9s

    I love this line CC: from Stadust

    Yvaine: You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no fits. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.

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  7. Ming MeowsOctober 15, 2009 at 3:07 PM

    asan na kaya sya?

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  8. Quentin XOctober 15, 2009 at 6:15 PM

    Is this a bad case of phantom boyfriend syndrome?

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  9. LonelyGuyOctober 16, 2009 at 3:16 AM

    A thought we shared
    A love we had together

    Good times
    Bad times
    Nothing lasts forever

    A broken heart
    A tear I shed
    Love can have much pain


    For knowing you
    For loving you
    So much I have gained

    God's fairest child
    An angel I have known
    My soul you have touched

    Good-bye my dearest
    It's over but always remember
    I had loved you so very much

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  10. closet caseOctober 16, 2009 at 1:02 PM

    salamat, darkymark, tristan. im feeling better. blogging is cathartic. reading your comments, heartwarming.

    sometimes, lonelyguy, i dont even know if the person exists... and thanks for the beautiful poem.

    thanks, anonymous. beautiful quote. sigh.

    ming_meows, quentin: i have no idea where he is

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  11. LonelyGuyOctober 16, 2009 at 11:26 PM

    whatever you feeling now, soon, it will fade away. he's not worth it cc.

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  12. AnonymousOctober 17, 2009 at 2:58 AM

    it is this type of post that makes your blog so much more interesting to follow. Shows the colorful human-ness in you.

    Don't worry, when you wake up tomorrow, you'll see the sun shining. :)

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