doce closed its doors for quite a time, i was told. it underwent renovation and had a/c installed. just my luck that it re-opened when i was in cebu. that being my last night in the queen city of the south, i excitedly agreed to go with my friend.
while i was waiting at the hotel lobby for my friend to pick me up, a plu couple walked across. one of them caught my eye because he was cute and had the cocky look. and when we arrived at doce, i saw them again, this time with a third party. i zeroed in on him though instinct told me that they were a couple. he was the youngest among the three and was gamely dancing. my friend was pushing me to say hi. but for whatever reason, tinamaan si cc ng katorpehan. i was suddenly shy. so i just kept on looking and staring while enjoying the music.
my friend was planning to knock some sense into me, or some courage actually. but i just froze even as the guy passed me by on a few occasions. LOSER. i had given up when i thought i saw them settling their bill and getting ready to leave.
but hope springs eternal, especially when i noticed that they didnt leave. and that cute guy started dancing alone, closer and closer to where we were! my friend exclaimed MAY PAG-ASA PA! since the mountain came to mohammed, i felt emboldened to finally say hi. by way of offering him a drink.
we started dancing though he seemed timid. from time to time, he would return to his friends. soon enough, he loosened up and we were just enjoying dancing very close. he would casually touch my chest, while i would pull him a bit closer to me.
he's not from there either, like me. but from further down south. and he is with his partner, about my age. i said it didnt bother me as long as they were both okay with this. he then asked me to go back to the hotel with them, which wasnt a problem since we were all staying in the same hotel.
in their hotel room, i started to feel really uncomfortable. i was getting the sense that they wanted a four-way or even three-way (him and his partner). i begged off and left them. i didnt particularly find his partner attractive. and would prefer nothing to happen than force myself into a situation.
cute guy was visibly disappointed and continued to text me to come back to the hotel room. i wanted him to come up to my room but he wouldnt. so zerowena si cc. no action on the last night.
but we keep in touch. who knows, I might have the chance to visit him there or he can visit manila. may be, we could finish what we started, sans partner.
one thing funny though is a message i received recently from him: i want u n my lyf. oh di ba? megaknown factor?
Friday, April 16, 2010
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
i wanna kiss you in paris. wanna hold your hands in rome.
standing in line for fast food somewhere. there was this super cute young guy ahead of me. tisoy, nice chiseled features in his barong making him look like a totoy playing grown up.
i tried to avoid staring at him. opportunity for small talk came when it was taking TOO long to serve our orders. a little joke from cc, a little smile from cutie. then some talk about work and why on earth we were both in that place at that time.
as he finished his turn, he politely excused himself. i was just beside myself in kilig. i got my order and went to my table. and then i gave my business card to him. he gave me his, too. a handshake to seal the deal.
"nice meeting you, sir"
may 'sir' talaga? i told him to drop the sir thing.
i went back to my table to continue my lunch. he left ahead of me and said goodbye to 'sir cc' on his way out.
then i started daydreaming...
cutie texts me a week after. a careful tentative tone, wondering if i remember him. of course i do. ive been waiting for that text too long. but i didnt want to make the first move. so i waited and waited and thankfully, not in vain.
he comes up with a lame excuse to see me and have coffee. to pick up where we left off.
and while having that coffee in a romantically placed starbucks outlet, we begin with cliche communication. weather, politics, work. we slowly flirt our way to talking about personal stuff, family, school, friends and hangs out. we start dropping hints of our interest in one another.
but what happens below the table was a lot more interesting and revealing than what happens on top. our knees touch and stay touching. we both felt it. we both wanted to send that signal. and finally that knee touch was enough to get the message across.
there were no pretenses thereafter. it was a quick decision: your car or mine. which pasig place.
and once inside the room, enduring the stares of what i thought were jaded waiters and servers, we stepped inside that room above the garage and just let go.
it was just boiling in there. his lips tasted like chocolate truffles. he smelled of cologne and a bit of sweat. i licked him on his neck, his chin, his ears, his nape. my hands were quick to explore his torso, his chest, that tuft of hair, his ass, the small of his back. and he moaned under his breath. careful yet becoming careless.
and when his turn came, he took my shirt off and went straight to my nipples, my chest, my abs, my cock. he looked at me with those big beautiful eyes as he swallowed me, licked me, teased me. and i just looked at him, touching his face, his hair as he bobbed up and down on my very hard dick.
i pulled him up and kissed him some more, my tongue exploring each and every crevice, my breath sucking his breath in. and i could feel him harden more. i pushed him to the bed and enjoyed him, his body, his unshaven pubic hair, and his cock, all engorged and about to explode. but i wasnt about to let that happen.
i motioned for him to turn around and lie on his belly. this caught him by surprise. he hesitated but as soon as i got on top of his back and started nibbling on his ear, resistance disappeared. he started groaning, eyes closed as feeling me as i slowly pressed my cock on his butt. i licked, sucked and bit him on his nape. that made his hair stand on its end.
i worked my way down his spine towards his ass. at the small of his back, he was squirming now. i pulled him over the edge of the bed and lubed him. he turned a around, looked at me, almost helpless but no words came out. he closed his eyes, grabbed a pillow to suppress whatever sound he may make.
with my cock, i played with his crack first, all oiled up. i was rocking to and fro as i led my cock to slide between the cheeks. then the head guided itself to his hole, alternately tensing up and relaxing. i put a finger up first. and that was like electricity to him. a muffled cry. my finger went in and out as i loosened that tight sphincter. and when i felt his readiness, i put my cock in, slowly. he quickly protested but all in vain. i knew he actually wanted it. even at the start. talking in the fast food joint.
and soon he was groaning again. and riding me as well. i flipped him over to allow him to jerk off. and though limp at first, he quickly whipped himself up to full erection as i was pumping in and out of him. his head was tossed back, his eyes closed. one hand was holding his leg, the other was pinching his nipples, pinching hard.
i leaned over to kiss him and to find that best angle of penetration. i just kept on going and going. but i made sure i was not gonna cum ahead of him. a few minutes more of furious jerking and he came. it hit him on his chin, on his chest. he was going through spasms as he squeezed his cock really hard. then i accelerated the pumping and soon, i was just coming and coming, wave after wave. eyes closed. fuck was all i could say. and i slumped over him, totally spent, and slowly my cock eased out of his asshole.
sir, alis na ba tayo? my driver asks me, rousing me from that day dream. yup. wait lang. i couldnt get up too fast till my hard on subsided.
i tried to avoid staring at him. opportunity for small talk came when it was taking TOO long to serve our orders. a little joke from cc, a little smile from cutie. then some talk about work and why on earth we were both in that place at that time.
as he finished his turn, he politely excused himself. i was just beside myself in kilig. i got my order and went to my table. and then i gave my business card to him. he gave me his, too. a handshake to seal the deal.
"nice meeting you, sir"
may 'sir' talaga? i told him to drop the sir thing.
i went back to my table to continue my lunch. he left ahead of me and said goodbye to 'sir cc' on his way out.
then i started daydreaming...
cutie texts me a week after. a careful tentative tone, wondering if i remember him. of course i do. ive been waiting for that text too long. but i didnt want to make the first move. so i waited and waited and thankfully, not in vain.
he comes up with a lame excuse to see me and have coffee. to pick up where we left off.
and while having that coffee in a romantically placed starbucks outlet, we begin with cliche communication. weather, politics, work. we slowly flirt our way to talking about personal stuff, family, school, friends and hangs out. we start dropping hints of our interest in one another.
but what happens below the table was a lot more interesting and revealing than what happens on top. our knees touch and stay touching. we both felt it. we both wanted to send that signal. and finally that knee touch was enough to get the message across.
there were no pretenses thereafter. it was a quick decision: your car or mine. which pasig place.
and once inside the room, enduring the stares of what i thought were jaded waiters and servers, we stepped inside that room above the garage and just let go.
it was just boiling in there. his lips tasted like chocolate truffles. he smelled of cologne and a bit of sweat. i licked him on his neck, his chin, his ears, his nape. my hands were quick to explore his torso, his chest, that tuft of hair, his ass, the small of his back. and he moaned under his breath. careful yet becoming careless.
and when his turn came, he took my shirt off and went straight to my nipples, my chest, my abs, my cock. he looked at me with those big beautiful eyes as he swallowed me, licked me, teased me. and i just looked at him, touching his face, his hair as he bobbed up and down on my very hard dick.
i pulled him up and kissed him some more, my tongue exploring each and every crevice, my breath sucking his breath in. and i could feel him harden more. i pushed him to the bed and enjoyed him, his body, his unshaven pubic hair, and his cock, all engorged and about to explode. but i wasnt about to let that happen.
i motioned for him to turn around and lie on his belly. this caught him by surprise. he hesitated but as soon as i got on top of his back and started nibbling on his ear, resistance disappeared. he started groaning, eyes closed as feeling me as i slowly pressed my cock on his butt. i licked, sucked and bit him on his nape. that made his hair stand on its end.
i worked my way down his spine towards his ass. at the small of his back, he was squirming now. i pulled him over the edge of the bed and lubed him. he turned a around, looked at me, almost helpless but no words came out. he closed his eyes, grabbed a pillow to suppress whatever sound he may make.
with my cock, i played with his crack first, all oiled up. i was rocking to and fro as i led my cock to slide between the cheeks. then the head guided itself to his hole, alternately tensing up and relaxing. i put a finger up first. and that was like electricity to him. a muffled cry. my finger went in and out as i loosened that tight sphincter. and when i felt his readiness, i put my cock in, slowly. he quickly protested but all in vain. i knew he actually wanted it. even at the start. talking in the fast food joint.
and soon he was groaning again. and riding me as well. i flipped him over to allow him to jerk off. and though limp at first, he quickly whipped himself up to full erection as i was pumping in and out of him. his head was tossed back, his eyes closed. one hand was holding his leg, the other was pinching his nipples, pinching hard.
i leaned over to kiss him and to find that best angle of penetration. i just kept on going and going. but i made sure i was not gonna cum ahead of him. a few minutes more of furious jerking and he came. it hit him on his chin, on his chest. he was going through spasms as he squeezed his cock really hard. then i accelerated the pumping and soon, i was just coming and coming, wave after wave. eyes closed. fuck was all i could say. and i slumped over him, totally spent, and slowly my cock eased out of his asshole.
sir, alis na ba tayo? my driver asks me, rousing me from that day dream. yup. wait lang. i couldnt get up too fast till my hard on subsided.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
dear fabcasters... II
and the much delayed sequel to the letter. sa tagal nito baka natuluyan na ang ating letter sender. JOKE!
enjoy!
Download this episode (right click and save)
Music credits (in alphabetical order, according to act):
· Alanis Morrisette, “You Ought To Know”
· Alicia Keys, “Doesn’t Mean Anything”
· BeeGees, “How Can You Mend A Broken Heart?”
· Boy George and the Pet Shop Boys, “The Crying Game”
· Craig Armstrong, “Your Song (instrumental)”
· Dead Or Alive, “Brand New Lover”
· Journey, “Be Good To Yourself”
· Kelly Clarkson, “Since U Been Gone”
· R.E.M., “Everybody Hurts”
· Whitney Houston, “The Greatest Love Of All”
enjoy!
Download this episode (right click and save)
Music credits (in alphabetical order, according to act):
· Alanis Morrisette, “You Ought To Know”
· Alicia Keys, “Doesn’t Mean Anything”
· BeeGees, “How Can You Mend A Broken Heart?”
· Boy George and the Pet Shop Boys, “The Crying Game”
· Craig Armstrong, “Your Song (instrumental)”
· Dead Or Alive, “Brand New Lover”
· Journey, “Be Good To Yourself”
· Kelly Clarkson, “Since U Been Gone”
· R.E.M., “Everybody Hurts”
· Whitney Houston, “The Greatest Love Of All”
Saturday, April 3, 2010
HERO worship II
oblivious guy seemed surprise when the mamasan motioned to him. then he left the aquarium, presumably to prepare the room for me. that was a long wait. there were so many clients in hero, all rooms were occupied.
eventually, i was escorted inside and was met by my chosen therapist. he is cute, with well developed shoulders, chest and slim waist. i felt i chose well. he was typically thai, gracious and respectful, as he led me to my cubicle. he motioned for me to take the shower. and as i was undressing, he quickly undressed, too.
he joined me in the shower, worked a lather with the liquid soap and scrubbed me. i was still hesitant to touch him so i just let him clean me up. he showered when i finished. i watched him take the shower and scrub himself really well, particularly his loins. lol. i wasnt planning to eat that! but it was so erotic just watching him and his sexy body as he showered.
soon, i was on my belly as the massage began. and he was totally naked. the idea was exciting but not arousing. and he gave me a good massage, different from how it is done here in manila. it felt more shiatsu than swedish. he found it funny that i was getting goose bumps. well, the cream he was using felt cold, and the a/c vent was overhead. but that lightened the mood.
i was on my back next. and he started the extra service. it was really just a hand job. i could have asked for more, according to friends, but i didnt feel like it. as he worked on my , i felt a finger going up my hole. i pushed it away. then again, he attempted to put his finger in. he looked like he was already enjoying himself as he was rubbing my chest, biting my nipples. then he started to kiss. he whispered that he wanted to put it in. i said no. he wondered whether i was gay because i didnt want to be penetrated. i told him i was but i wasnt into it.
more caressing, more passion and then i came. cum hit me on my chin and he was so surprised at the trajectory. after cleaning me up, we became just intimate, hugging and kissing. and i got to know him more. kittipong from northern thailand. 32yo, admittedly gay. currently single because his last relationship wanted a family.
more hugging and kissing till he realized that we were overstaying. we showered together. and he was getting hard and he wanted to fuck me. i told him that he'd get his chance next time and if i get to fuck him too. and even before we left the room, there was that final embrace.
he escorted me out. motioned that he would keep in touch.
i totally enjoyed that. he made me feel good because i felt attractive and desired. i just might get him again on my next visit. but then again, there are 30 other guys to enjoy. i hope they make me feel as good as kittipong did.
eventually, i was escorted inside and was met by my chosen therapist. he is cute, with well developed shoulders, chest and slim waist. i felt i chose well. he was typically thai, gracious and respectful, as he led me to my cubicle. he motioned for me to take the shower. and as i was undressing, he quickly undressed, too.
he joined me in the shower, worked a lather with the liquid soap and scrubbed me. i was still hesitant to touch him so i just let him clean me up. he showered when i finished. i watched him take the shower and scrub himself really well, particularly his loins. lol. i wasnt planning to eat that! but it was so erotic just watching him and his sexy body as he showered.
soon, i was on my belly as the massage began. and he was totally naked. the idea was exciting but not arousing. and he gave me a good massage, different from how it is done here in manila. it felt more shiatsu than swedish. he found it funny that i was getting goose bumps. well, the cream he was using felt cold, and the a/c vent was overhead. but that lightened the mood.
i was on my back next. and he started the extra service. it was really just a hand job. i could have asked for more, according to friends, but i didnt feel like it. as he worked on my , i felt a finger going up my hole. i pushed it away. then again, he attempted to put his finger in. he looked like he was already enjoying himself as he was rubbing my chest, biting my nipples. then he started to kiss. he whispered that he wanted to put it in. i said no. he wondered whether i was gay because i didnt want to be penetrated. i told him i was but i wasnt into it.
more caressing, more passion and then i came. cum hit me on my chin and he was so surprised at the trajectory. after cleaning me up, we became just intimate, hugging and kissing. and i got to know him more. kittipong from northern thailand. 32yo, admittedly gay. currently single because his last relationship wanted a family.
more hugging and kissing till he realized that we were overstaying. we showered together. and he was getting hard and he wanted to fuck me. i told him that he'd get his chance next time and if i get to fuck him too. and even before we left the room, there was that final embrace.
he escorted me out. motioned that he would keep in touch.
i totally enjoyed that. he made me feel good because i felt attractive and desired. i just might get him again on my next visit. but then again, there are 30 other guys to enjoy. i hope they make me feel as good as kittipong did.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
grinding at grindr
walang kadala-dala.
here i am again, another chat room. im now discovering the joys of grindr, the iphone app for hook-ups. as if i havent learned my lesson with mr ripley! or may be i have and i am now being just playful.
first, it was prince' photo on the profile. i got enough inquiries about the car. most of the pics, of course, were faces and bodies. brave souls.
i got more courageous and put cc bod shot. awareness levels shoot up for cc! hihihi most are curious about the face.
well, i could be mr ripley to someone else. they really dont know if that's really my body or my pic anyway.
best part about this chat app is the locational information. guy profiles are sorted by proximity. you know who is in your area (but you could opt out of that functionality).
how is it so far? a lot of whites are there. probably because they are the early adopters to both the iphone and the app. everybody seems so nice and juicy. but i already know from experience (and by probabilities) it CANNOT be true.
i've just had one meet up from grinder. we'd rather keep it at the friendly level. im still hoping to meet more of them and find out how near or far reality is from the... avatar!
here i am again, another chat room. im now discovering the joys of grindr, the iphone app for hook-ups. as if i havent learned my lesson with mr ripley! or may be i have and i am now being just playful.
first, it was prince' photo on the profile. i got enough inquiries about the car. most of the pics, of course, were faces and bodies. brave souls.
i got more courageous and put cc bod shot. awareness levels shoot up for cc! hihihi most are curious about the face.
well, i could be mr ripley to someone else. they really dont know if that's really my body or my pic anyway.
best part about this chat app is the locational information. guy profiles are sorted by proximity. you know who is in your area (but you could opt out of that functionality).
how is it so far? a lot of whites are there. probably because they are the early adopters to both the iphone and the app. everybody seems so nice and juicy. but i already know from experience (and by probabilities) it CANNOT be true.
i've just had one meet up from grinder. we'd rather keep it at the friendly level. im still hoping to meet more of them and find out how near or far reality is from the... avatar!
HERO worship
im looking inside a room through huge picture windows at 30+ guys. all of them are attractive, in varying degrees. about half show off their torsos, with varying degrees of musculature. im told to choose the one i 'd want to give me a massage. i hate having too many choices, seriously! i begin to build some filters. do i go for the one who is just the most attractive? most handsome or the best physique? do i pick the chinito or the malay or the tisoyin? i edit out those who are too obviously out to make a sale, a hard sale. and those who are too self-conscious (though it is a given in this industry)vi take my time. i zero in on three, one who looks like a bagito looking so eager to please, nice face though body looks wanting. another tries not to be self-conscious. had that er look on him. doing some abs work. nice bod. finally one in the far corner. so oblivious to everyone else. but he had his shirt off. and had nice shoulders and pecs. he was bent down, playing with his.. cellphone the entire time. a few times he'd look up. and i noticed how cute he was.
who do you think did cc choose? how would YOU choose? what would you go for?
Hero (from Utopia)
65 Sukhumvit Soi 11, Utopia Map, 02-251-1033, 02-651-2358. Enter Soi 11 from Sukhumvit, make a left at the end of the Soi and follow the road until it hits the canal (Hero is on the left). Well-run facility with restaurant is one of Bangkok's best. Massage areas are clean and private. VIP rooms available. Very popular for its privacy and good service.
who do you think did cc choose? how would YOU choose? what would you go for?
Hero (from Utopia)
65 Sukhumvit Soi 11, Utopia Map, 02-251-1033, 02-651-2358. Enter Soi 11 from Sukhumvit, make a left at the end of the Soi and follow the road until it hits the canal (Hero is on the left). Well-run facility with restaurant is one of Bangkok's best. Massage areas are clean and private. VIP rooms available. Very popular for its privacy and good service.
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