Thursday, August 30, 2007
all it takes is one song. one song to bring tears, loads of tears.
home - chris daughtry
i'm going home to the place where I belong
where your love has always been enough for me
I'm running from you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home
i was weeping last night listening to this. i suddenly remembered my partner. how he really wants to come home. and how sorry i am that things have turned out this way.
i wasnt always this way. we had a great life while he was here. my day-to-day life always had him in the picture. living in with him was never a problem. and we shared our life with friends and family. i loved him and i loved 'us'. i loved 'me' when i was with him. it was a 'me' that didnt fool around, didnt have affairs, exercised maximum restraint. it was a 'me' that had him in my life, all the time.
and now i feel the home he wants to come back to is all changed, all different now. and i dont know how to bring it back. he loves me, i know that. and i love him. but.
there are other pieces of my life now. and im just so sorry.
Posted by closet case at 11:35 AM