rainbow to appear soon

rainbow is set to appear on the cc horizon sometime in early may.

rainbow is coming back to manila, for good. he is coming back from a job in europe.

rainbow is 'manyaman' when i blogged about him last year. he is a hottie, a guy i met in malate while i was still very attached. he became fling no.2 and was the reason for the break-up with fling no.1. (yeah. yeah. judge me.) that fling was cut short by a sudden trip to europe. that visit became work and for a few months, it was also an LDR. (walang kadala-dala si cc) but i had to cut it then, two years ago. it was useless (and stupid) to be having two LDR's.

then there was hardly any communication, save for the eternally reliable friendster. but he didnt use that either to communicate. so i presumed that he was not interested in keeping in touch.

last year, january, he surprised me with a visit to the office. he was back because of his mom's operation though it took him two weeks before he actually got in touch with me. after that first date, he suddenly disappeared again. we were supposed to go out. no messages. no return calls. silence. again. a huge question on my mind: what happened???

and long silence. though he would occasionally visit my friendster site as i would his, looking at his pics of europe.

ive been offline since i arrived here in bora. and i just got the chance yesterday to update myself. lo and behold, i get a series of comments from rainbow. quite frantic, i must say, as he was trying to get in touch with me. and a question about my sudden singleness.

i got to talk to him yesterday. and he hadnt changed. contrary to his 'married' profile in friendster, there was no other guy, no other love. and he answered the question finally. visa problems had him flying back to europe pronto. no time for goodbyes.

he sounded like he did before. he sounded like he still felt the same. but im not the same. things have changed. but id like to hang out with him still. i just hope i could make him not expect and just have fun being together.

what's at the end of the rainbow?