Partner surprised me yesterday by arriving two days ahead of schedule. He's done this about three times previously. It seems sweet but friends tell me he wants to 'catch' me in the act. HAH! Thank God I've been on abstinence mode since the other week. But I kinda lost my cool when he told me on his way to the unit he was actually here in Manila. I got upset because I set up my schedule thinking he wouldnt be here. And when he surprises me like that, my schedule becomes all jumbled up. And I feel bad if I have to leave him to attend to activities I couldnt postpone, cancel anymore. He feels I am not happy that he arrived earlier. ayayay. But after that initial loss of composure, I quickly made it up to him.
I had difficulty sleeping beside him last night. I've gotten used to sleeping alone. But I know I can get used to sleeping beside him again. Just give me a bit more time.
I am glad he's back. Life's normalizing again with him around. And that means I have competition when using our one and only bathroom in the morning. LOL. He is leaving next week, Monday. I'd be so used to him around by then. Then I'd have to get used to NOT having him around AGAIN.
Long Distance relationships...