di ko na kaya eto

friday night. i planned to meet one of my fubus for a round or two. i save up for the weekend. ive made it a point not to mix business with monkey business. so weekdays are dedicated to work. dates are minimized and usually pure and immaculate (hahaha)

due to some pressing engagements (both his and mine), that round would have to be late. i was able to squeeze in time at the gym not to work out but to 'relax' at the sauna.

i saw him. i havent seen him here before. young, stocky, er-like, sexy. he reminded me of a pinoy Cuba Gooding Jr. and as he was in front of the mirror, i was casually looking at him. and he noticed. and he made some glances my way to, a glance even as i sauntered inside the steam room.

he didnt follow immediately. but he followed anyway. and luckily it was just the two of us. (surprising for that time) i didnt lose any time 'doing the choreography'. and neither did he. (i noticed the growing hardness behind the towel) so it was groping and, surprisingly, kissing. that scared me. only because it's hard to keep track of people who might just come in.

it had to be bitin. we had stayed lucky too long. but i knew i wanted to consummate. i got his number shortly after.

after my activity, i was able to quickly arrange the meet-up. and i whisked him off to the condo. wow. that was really great. he was hot. yet it had some nice tender moments. next image on my mind: he looked like those hot latinos from kristen bjorn.

after i dropped him off, i was doing some partying at the neighborhood bar. sarap uminom.

past 1am, i get message from mr fubs (apologies for the sound-alike with a blogger) and he was primed and wanted to see me. the stud in me said yes. and soon enough he was here. and we were at it. good grief, just two hours ago, it was cuba jr. and then the stud in me gives way to the senior citizen. i was taking looong. and i was getting tired. nangangalay na kaya ako. hehe. but thankfully, my pecker still delivered, albeit belatedly.

i was spent. and i knew i can't do this anymore. reality check. =(