Monday, September 14, 2009

leap of faith

the context has always been religious or spiritual. i am called to have faith, despite odds (overwhelming maybe), despite reason, despite evidence to the contrary. but because of the strength of a belief, i jump in. and so it is for my catholic faith. i jump in and just believe.

ive just made another leap of faith. this time, it is faith in someone, in something that we could have together. it is against odds, against reason, against evidence that these things have not worked. yet i feel so strongly that i must jump in. and jump in i have. without being asked to, i give up my freedom. i commit.

the risks of pain and hurt are ever greater. the road ahead i cannot see too far. but i walk on. i will not deny the fear. but i also feel a certain peace, a calmness in my decision.

it is also a leap of 'fate'. believing that this is my destiny. and it is about to begin.

9 comments:

Ming Meows said...

grab it!

MkSurf8 said...

wish you all the best, cc.

Anonymous said...

You made the choice, you took the risk and it made you happy. Good luck on your journey cc. Ralph

Dats said...

All the best CC. :)

Anonymous said...

whoever he is, he's one lucky guy. i wish you all the best. you effing deserve it. :)

joelmcvie said...

Someone's day just got foggier with this post... CHOZ!

Tee-hee-hee. =)

closet case said...

just did, people. salamat for the greetings, special mention, narnian. that was sweet. didnt mean to rain on anyone's parade.

Anonymous said...

im happy for you cc.. i wish i could be as brave as you are.. :)

- jetblue

Vince said...

Good luck to Matthew and Jacques! I hope this lasts because Matthew deserves it. :-)