admission of guilt

i'm packing my stuff in the room. TV is on, tuned in to 'look who's cooking'. christine bersola-babao is interviewing hayden kho as he cooks carbonara.

i like the format. as celebrity does his thing in the kitchen, christine does the personal interview. and celebrity gets caught between being truthful and burning his fingers.

but not hayden. even as the 'age gap' question pops up again. and he sounded defensive with his answer 'i love because i can'. hmm.


but i have to admit. i suddenly developed this crush on him. i do find him very attractive, despite the mannequin-like skin. (it looked weird. a madame tussauds creation alive) and im reading his blog. the guy has time to blog. and he appears quite sensible. not spectacular.

i know. i know. you're probably saying - EH BADING YAN. well maybe he is. and maybe that's what i like about him. HOPE! hahaha. and i dont mind the slight feminine ways... turns me on actually. hehehe.

note the bare chested photos and see what belo's wax treatment could do to body hair! hehehe. i actually found the hair sexy.
so even if i dont look like vicky and wouldnt have the chance, i just feel like telling you guys, nay... admitting to you guys that he's my crush.

'la lang. babaw.