un-dating

that sums up my paradigm as of late.
last night, i spent a nice time watching transformers (ngayon pa lang!) with former 'assistant' of mine (eye-candy).
tomorrow, lunch with attached cutie, probably for lunch.
i know nothing will ever happen, and i wont even try.
id rather just enjoy the activity, the here and now of it.
without having to speculate, fantasize where it could end up in.
unlike with usual dates. where my mind and my loins start wondering
and not focusing on just the date, or my date.