Wednesday, July 22, 2009

cc dilemma

ill call him johan paulik. he's been a crush of mine with his tisoy good looks. he is a part-time model, mainly tv and print. but johan has a full-time job in the service industry. (legitimate service)

i first saw him in the badminton court. he was the partner of an acquaintance of mine, a really nice guy. boy, did i envy him for having such a trophy. my badminton friend was giving me the juicy details about their relationship. then, i was told that they split up.

i remember seeing his face in one of the posters in the mall. he looked really cute, even though he actually has a belly. hay. crush ko siya.

last night, i was idly surfing through fb updates and chanced upon someone's fb page. ive never met the guy but he requested for an add up, which i gamely approved. looking at his updates, i chanced upon johan's pic! magkaibigan silang matalik! hmmm baka magjowa? nevertheless, i bravely requested johan to add me as a friend.

johan was nice enough to approve. and i quickly perused his photos, his status (single!!! interested in dating, among others!!!) and i sent him a pa-tweetums message, yung tipong 'id like to get to know you better cheesy stuff' (feeling 16yo again). and ive been looking at all his photos on his fb page. that was early this morning.

mid-afternoon he replied with a super-politically correct response: one should never let pass an opportunity to meet a new friend. hmmm. safe answer.

i just replied, something safe and pa-tweetums.

but what i want to actually say is "johan, would you like to go out with me?"

should i? should i be as direct? may panahon pa ba akong magpa-cute-cute? pero takot rin naman ako sa rejection.

sus. hirap ng midlife crisis.

12 comments:

migs, the manila gay guy said...

midlife nga yan teh.
surely the attraction is physical.
go for it teh.
i mean, go for getting to know him more.
i know, during midlife, one can get a bit more sensitive, a bit more afraid to be rejected. but midlife is also a time to risk. a time of reinvention. no one is preventing you from being a much different cc than you are now. go for it teh. it's the perfect time.

migs

Herbs D. said...

meh. be aggresive. patweetums only work for teenagers like me :-p

MkSurf8 said...

johan? can we start playing with our shuttlecocks? lol!

go cc! ask & you shall be answered! =)

Crap Newsman said...

What?! Nababaliw ka ba? Don't be so direct. Yayain mo magbadminton. Sabihin mo "nagbabadminton ka ba sa etc. etc.?, kasi parang nakita na kita"

Pero pakainin mo muna. The best way to his heart is through his belly. hehehe

dr magsasaka said...

You can do it with some finesse, too.

Relax ka lang.

Rainbow Runner said...

awwww... your last statement made me imagine you with those puppy eyes... :-)

mackoy said...

ito ang kati na kontrolado pa. ahahahah

Enigma-fan said...

Paano na si Enigma?

Ming Meows said...

prangkahan na..wag na mag-antay. ayokong tumanda ka na dalaga pa rin. chos!

closet case said...

Luv the advice, mgg!

well, enigma continues to be a friend!

im taking it that most would support a more 'assertive' cc, with finesse, of course!

Jon said...

Asking won't hurt, I guess :)

closet case said...

alam niyo, mga tagabasa, naglakas loob ako at inanyayahan ko si johan mag-coffee through a facebook message!

sa awa ng diyos... DEADMA siya. at dun nagtapos ang aking kahibangan. (another one)

:)