i was talking to a fellow blogger earlier. he mentioned a reader who was wondering what happened to my blog, how it became 'sanitized'. he wondered whether partner has started reading my blog so i have 'disinfected' it.
truth of the matter, cc has been trying to be less horny and less flirtatious. cc has turned to porn and self-gratification as the only means to relieve oneself, in the absence of partner. cc has stopped doing the spa and sauna routines. the temptations remain... with the way the eyes linger a second too long. some have gone as far as introductions and small talk. yet, cc stuck to his word.
consequence: no steamy posts, no illegal entanglements, no juicy stories to blog. blog has turned boring for readers, i think. and to think that i felt i had a value proposition - a closet fag gallivanting around the metropolis with tricks yet maintaining ang LDR. that was compelling enough to be read by some.
so i am left with cute stories, no tabloid articles. and i think my blog audience has started to get bored. sigh.