i dont see the light at the end of the tunnel yet.
partner knows everything, including this blog and its contents. he remains calm though the pain surfaces every so often.
we are still unsure where to take this after my revelation. i have a proposal which he wants to mull over.
he made some good points, some i totally did not anticipate. and i am at a loss with some of the questions he posted.
he doubts my resolve. or he doubts my sincerity. or he doubts my control over the situation. i dont blame him at all.
i.. we.. remain in the dark..
it's cold in here.