Sunday, February 8, 2009

almost sex, yet again

he was one of those commercial models who was quite popular among the PLU community back then. because he had a gorgeous physique, handsome face, and supposedly a powertool like no other! =) aside from the fact that we knew he was one of us.

i'd see him at the old haunts and just drool. despite being much older, he is in such good shape.

i finally got to meet him. he is the partner of a friend, of a soon-to-be supplier of mine. and boy, did i envy my friend. but they look like such a nice couple, in fairness (maski in fairview. hehe) he is actually based in the province. and i had a chance to visit that province recently.

he took me around sans partner who was still in manila. i didnt think i was playing too close to the fire because i know that they are a couple. after coffee, we went to his place to talk some more.

he had this really cool place, a verandah where we just talked and talked. he's actually smart and sensible, aside from super sexy. sigh. soon we were talking about being top or bottom, about preferences, and i was getting this electric vibe around me. then he pops the magic question - why dont you stay for the night? while he flexed he biceps and smiled at me.

i somehow hoped it would to get to this point. but faced with the reality, i suddenly had to think it through. his lover is a friend and soon to be supplier. as much as i found him soooo hot, i just couldn't risk the friendship and the project. i peeled myself away from him, muttering that i still had an early meeting, etc. etc. he hugged me, asked me to reconsider.

but i stood my ground and went for the door.

i offered to take a cab home but he was nice enough to bring me back to the hotel. and as he pulled out of the ramp in his convertible (yes, it was a miata. HAAAY), i felt both regret and pride. then i convinced myself that i actually did the right thing.

21 comments:

Crazy TL said...

i commend you... galing...

Mugen said...

I wonder if this was last night. Hehehe. :)

migs, the manila gay guy said...

isa lang masasabi ko diyan teh:

SHEEEEEET!

hehehe! ganda mo!

Ming Meows said...

its just the ethical part na naman of you

closet case said...

thanks, tl! i should be proud, right?

i knew some would think this was last night, mugen! haha first, it was great meeting you. 2nd. nope it wasnt!

minsan lang naman umaandar ang ganda, teh mgg!

yes, m_m the other side of me!

borg_queen said...

I was about to post an ethical comment. haha naunahan ako!

mavey said...

once a girl told me ... good guys finish last.

joelmcvie said...

I think I know who this guy is. Hair going white na, kelangan uminom ng, eherm...? ;-)

closet case said...

HAHAHA. well i knew i was going to get a lot of ethical comments. thanks b_q!

OUCH, mave!!!

right on the button, mcvie! =)

Gram Math said...

that's a very good decision.

Vince said...

Wow! Ang haba talaga ng buhok mo! But I like the fact that you did the right thing; makes you more manly. Hehehe. :-)

Anonymous said...

What a show off.

Crazy TL said...

you should be. it's the self pride at the end of this journey. clap clap!!!

Anonymous said...

i'm surprised that you are capable of growth.

closet case said...

hello gram math! thanks!

haha vince di naman masyado!

thanks, tl. =)

and to all others, thanks =)

fenestrations said...

blind item na naman!

richard said...

you did the right thing! =)

trey said...

blue balls?

closet case said...

hi fenestrations! i feel like a the buzz exclusive! hahaha

thanks, richard! no regrets!

yes, unfortunately, trey. sigh.

Anonymous said...

good god!

province, miata, white hair, muscles, i can google that and get an answer so fast even before you can say i_oi_o!

migs, the manila gay guy said...

parang may gusto akong sabunutan jan sa commenters mo. bitterness! kaazar. wala kasing basagan ng trip noh! pero anyway, world peace pa rin.