Saturday, January 24, 2009

the downside

im enjoying the single life, by and large. i actively date different people. and sometimes, i get to enjoy a great 'roll in the hay' with some of them. i am glad that there is this short list of people still willing to hang out with me. sadly though, there would still be times when i need to be with someone, when i need a date and none of them are available.

then i suddenly miss being in a relationship. being in a relationship is an almost-guarantee of being with someone special all the time, or at the very least, when it matters most. at least for me, i miss that assurance that i will have a date for this party or for that dinner or for that movie. i am 'committed' to spend time with my partner as he is as 'committed' to me.

that's what i don't have as single cc. there will always be times i need company and i couldnt get it.

and its worse than needing sex. i could easily get that. but i couldn't easily get that special way of relating to another person that makes you feel good inside.

don't i have friends? my closest, dearest friends are from way, way back. we hardly see each other because we all have our different lives and sets of friends. and i have to admit that relating with friends are different. there's a time that being with friends are hugely satisfying. but there are also times that i'd want to be with a non-friend, a special someone.

oh well, ill snap out of this soon.

8 comments:

j3d said...

i can totally relate...

natja111608 said...

for a change, this is what i will just say:


IT'S TRUE!!!


Sad Reality...

gibbs cadiz said...

"there's a time that being with friends are hugely satisfying. but there are also times that i'd want to be with a non-friend, a special someone."

haaay... ay, nag-emo din bigla, haha. agree ditu! :)

Ming Meows said...

well, there is hope

london boy said...

hugs :)

psychojb said...

"and its worse than needing sex. i could easily get that. but i couldn't easily get that special way of relating to another person that makes you feel good inside."

I agree. It sucks when you want to watch a movie and there's no one available to watch with you.

It's much worse if you're SSB, I think. :)

joelmcvie said...

"there's a time that being with friends are hugely satisfying. but there are also times that i'd want to be with a non-friend, a special someone."

Ano daw yun? Thank god I don't miss what I never had, mwhahaha. Now that's an argument for being SSB.

@PSYCHOJB: If your problem is that you cannot "relate to other people that makes you feel good inside," then the answer is not a special someone. You need to improve your self-image and your interpersonal skills.

closet case said...

hi j3d. i hope you've snapped out of it yourself!

hi natja.... sad but true. but we get over it. just periods to get over.

hi gibbs. emo talaga. kaya magsama-sama tayong mga fab singles! hahaha

hi m_m! hope springs eternal!

hi london boy *hugs back*

hi psychojb. sorry, i missed "ssb"... it means?

hi mcvie. yeah. you dont know what you're missing. hahaha