im enjoying the single life, by and large. i actively date different people. and sometimes, i get to enjoy a great 'roll in the hay' with some of them. i am glad that there is this short list of people still willing to hang out with me. sadly though, there would still be times when i need to be with someone, when i need a date and none of them are available.
then i suddenly miss being in a relationship. being in a relationship is an almost-guarantee of being with someone special all the time, or at the very least, when it matters most. at least for me, i miss that assurance that i will have a date for this party or for that dinner or for that movie. i am 'committed' to spend time with my partner as he is as 'committed' to me.
that's what i don't have as single cc. there will always be times i need company and i couldnt get it.
and its worse than needing sex. i could easily get that. but i couldn't easily get that special way of relating to another person that makes you feel good inside.
don't i have friends? my closest, dearest friends are from way, way back. we hardly see each other because we all have our different lives and sets of friends. and i have to admit that relating with friends are different. there's a time that being with friends are hugely satisfying. but there are also times that i'd want to be with a non-friend, a special someone.
oh well, ill snap out of this soon.
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i can totally relate...
for a change, this is what i will just say:
IT'S TRUE!!!
Sad Reality...
"there's a time that being with friends are hugely satisfying. but there are also times that i'd want to be with a non-friend, a special someone."
haaay... ay, nag-emo din bigla, haha. agree ditu! :)
well, there is hope
hugs :)
"and its worse than needing sex. i could easily get that. but i couldn't easily get that special way of relating to another person that makes you feel good inside."
I agree. It sucks when you want to watch a movie and there's no one available to watch with you.
It's much worse if you're SSB, I think. :)
"there's a time that being with friends are hugely satisfying. but there are also times that i'd want to be with a non-friend, a special someone."
Ano daw yun? Thank god I don't miss what I never had, mwhahaha. Now that's an argument for being SSB.
@PSYCHOJB: If your problem is that you cannot "relate to other people that makes you feel good inside," then the answer is not a special someone. You need to improve your self-image and your interpersonal skills.
hi j3d. i hope you've snapped out of it yourself!
hi natja.... sad but true. but we get over it. just periods to get over.
hi gibbs. emo talaga. kaya magsama-sama tayong mga fab singles! hahaha
hi m_m! hope springs eternal!
hi london boy *hugs back*
hi psychojb. sorry, i missed "ssb"... it means?
hi mcvie. yeah. you dont know what you're missing. hahaha
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