just came from a date with this guy i like having sex with. we get together once every few months. he would come over the condo and we'd have wonderful sex everytime. he still turns me on. he knows what buttons to push. and he's such a great bottom.
he sends text messages on certain occassions. last week, he was teasing me about my many dates and as a consequence, the way i have forgotten him. then he asks me why i never took him out on a date. i told him that its not that i didnt want to but i just felt we both wanted to stay at home instead. but since he was nice anyway, i told him we'd go out on a date.
we had dinner and watched a movie, the way dates do. he actually looks better now, still a turn on for me. but after the movie, i decided to just take him home. though i was originally planning to have sex again, i changed my mind. and he had that look of disappointment on his face.
driving home, i was wondering why. partly it was getting late and i didnt want to stay up late fucking. then i had to think whether he expected to sleep over or to be brought home after the deed is done. or it really is andropause setting in (male menopause).
then a voice inside me asked "are you saving it up for someone special?". that last question made think. and it seemed like it resonated more than the others.
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