for you who stumbled upon this blog

you found this blog. by accident. did you like it? how did you know that this is me? well, at least before reading that poem.

this blog, well, is as personal as a blog could get. an outlet. silly at times. stupid, too. i'm just happy some people read it. the rantings of an old farty fag.

oh those posts. yeah, that was about you. (embarrassed)

sorry i posted the poem without your permission. it was just so beautiful. i was deeply touched.

i still dont get what you mean when you sent me that fb message. 'i love you in a manner that the situation permits.' (i dont even know if the translation is accurate.)

hey, i'm not asking for anything. i know what the situation is. you have been very clear about that. i've stopped asking why. i've stopped questioning the irony of it. i've stopped hoping and wishing and scheming and planning.

yeah, i'm alone now. and i don't know what's in store for me. but whatever it is, it will be good.

of course we will remain friends. and thanks for wishing me well. i wish you and your partner well, too.