Saturday, July 10, 2010

singularity: when it sucks

well, as i mentioned. it isn't always a bed of roses. yeah, it's one of THOSE days (or nights) when all the gadgets, gardens and grindr just don't seem to be enough.

even that hot guy in the party seemed too much effort to pursue for a roll in the hay.

so that feeling is back. the wishful thinking.

i know, i know, just a few posts back it was about having made a choice. and closing doors.

i've closed a quite a few doors lately. because i had to listen to my heart. and the heart was saying otherwise despite feelings like these.

so ill just let this blow over. ill snap out of it again. just like before.

6 comments:

Jedd said...

Sometimes, I hop blogs and I come across melancholic, wistful posts like this one from very successful, smart, attractive, popular gay men.

Makes me wonder, this love thing is so tough on these dudes, pity the hundreds more regular Joes who are still working on their pogi points.....

Sigh, maybe it's the rain :)

closet case said...

@jedd just assuming, for a moment, that cc is one of those smart, attractive, blah-blah... maybe, just maybe, the average Joe has it better? maybe?

rudeboy said...

I've never forgotten what someone once told me: "You can have it all - just not all at the same time."

Xavier Randol said...

you have to choose: being a single or have a bf. i hope you make your decision right....

mave said...

Sometimes i think when we are single we wish we are attached, when attached wish we are single. So may be there is no right or wrong choice. Either way, you will enjoy some and not enjoy some. Or may be the right guy will make the difference.

Anonymous said...

or maybe you just havent met the guy who'll break down your defenses.