ever since i was a baby girl i had a dream
cinderella theme crazy as it seems
always knew that deep inside that there would come a day
when i would have to wait, make so many mistakes
my feelings for him were welling up inside me. i knew i had to tell him soon. i wanted a perfectly romantic scene. i was going to propose under moonlight.
and i was prepared to hear all sorts of answers. including 'im not ready yet' 'im still working on something...' i knew that if i had to wait and work for it, i would. he is simply that special.
we were on the bed again. watching another movie that would soon be ignored as we lip-locked passionately.
our hands started to explore much farther than before. the intensity was just overwhelming.
but he still had some presence of mind. and before getting undressed, he looked at me and asked "is this what you want?"
i looked at him and saw my future.
"yes, i want this. but i want you, too. i love you"
he looked at me, looked straight into my eyes for what seemed an eternity.
"i love you, too"
finally now my destiny can begin
i play that scene over and over again. and i realize that i have finally fallen in love again. I have finally committed again.
for the final time.
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